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Mona Daniella's 35th Birthday but she is never again

1/11/2025

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I closed my eyes for but a moment and suddenly you had died. It feels like today, not even yesterday.
I may not carry you in my arms but I will always carry you in my heart.
Mona, you have given me so many reasons to be proud of who you have become, of every good deed you have done, but the proudest moment for me is that you will always be my daughter.
Love you forever. mami
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January 05th, 2025

1/5/2025

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In a few days it will be Mona’s birthday. She would have been 35. She would have had kids. We would have Mona’s future. Instead I grieve her absence painfully.

All I have been asking is for an open, honest and thorough review in court to take place so that vital lessons could be learnt from Mona Daniella’s death.
I have a personal moral duty and obligation to act on the harmful SMS, email exchanges between the doctors and Mona Daniella; their negligence and malpractice and to make them public. 

I want to help prevent what happened to Mona Daniella from happening to other young people, to give them the best chances of survival, to be able to continue to live their lives, to contribute to society, to love and be loved, as Mona Daniella very much was. To prevent other parents from going through what we have been going through.

For the doctors who provided Mona a harmful treatment to try to silence me with a defamation lawsuit is nothing short of bullying.
If they believe they did nothing wrong, they should have nothing to fear and should not try to silence people. Carlene MacMillan alleged in court papers having PTSD from “my” posts (posts from their own texts) but yet she has no PTSD from alleged domestic violence from her husband Owen Scott Muir? 

I have PTSD from not only losing my only daughter, but worse even, losing her to suicide. Mona was constantly threatened up until the last phone calls of her life by Owen Scott Muir, and MacMillan did nothing to stop him. I have anxiety too. I might as well let the courts know.

Not only they harmed my daughter but now play the victim, by turning things around, and by lying. Shame on them. Other people have defamed them (I have not), yet they did not sue them. Why not?

They fleeced us when treating Mona. They were sued by many entities for non payment of debts. Now they are trying to get money from Mona even after her death through her parents.
What kind of people would do this?
Where is justice?

Disheartening is not the word. #justice4mona #grief#bereavedparents  #childloss
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Dr Carlene MacMillan and Dr Owen Scott Muir suing me for Defamation in Retaliation Ito the Negligence and Malpractice case against them is nothing short of bullying. They want to silence my late daughter Mona Daniella. To silence their harmful treatment
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Mona Daniella singing in Children's Aid Society Remembering Mona

11/19/2024

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Mona Daniella singing in the mini video (#ChildrensAidSociety) for National Remembrance Day.
PLEASE SAY HER NAME:
MONA DANIELLA

We will always love you forever Mona.
​ #RemembranceDay #remembranceday2024 #Justice4Mona #grief #childloss #bereavement
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ROSHASHANA - NEW YEAR | HYDRANGEAS

9/30/2024

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Mona Daniella ZL loved the holidays, and loved hydrangeas. She would take pictures of hydrangeas she loved and send them to me. She would also make sure her daddy sent me real hydrangeas.
In Mona Daniella's memory, this hydrangea - Roshashana starts in 2 days.
A relative recently defined hydrangeas as "trans flowers"; for they switch colors according to the acidity and according to the iron on the soil. In Punta Del Este, Uruguay, where there are gorgeous hydrangeas, people would put rusted nails, they would put any rusted materials in their soil: it made the hydrangea a gorgeous blue.
Once we had planted white, green, blue, and light pink hydrangeas. In a short time they all turned into strong pink. The gardener had told us the soil caused the flowers to change colors. The following season the gardener added more iron and rusted materials to the soil. They did not turn pink. 
It is rare to find a hydrangea that is multicolored.
​Mona, my love forever,  this one's for you.
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Mona Daniella's Yahrzeit | 8th Anniversary of Death | Prayers in New York

9/30/2024

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The family had prayers said for Mona Daniella's anniversary of death, in a synagogue on the Upper East Side, New York City.. As customary, we offered snacks and beverages, a speech was made, and we said Kaddish (the mourners' prayers). When people eat they say "Le'ilui Nishmat Menuha Bat Esther A"H"' (in loving memory of Mona Daniella ZL. 
​The emptiness is the worst part. This year felt worse than the previous years.
Mourners' Kaddish Transliteration (Hebrew)
     Yit'ga'dal v'Yit'kadash Sh'mey Ra'bba, B'alma Dee'vro Khir'utay v'Yamlich Malchu'tah, B'chayeykon uv'Yomey'khon uv'Chayey d'khol Beth Israel, ba'agala u'viz'man kariv; v'imru Amen.
     Y'Hay Shmey Rabba M'vorach l'Olam ul'Almey Almaya.
     Yitbarach v'Yishtabach v'Yitpoar v'Yitromam v'Yitnasay, v'Yithadar v'Yit'aleh v'Yithalal, Shmey d'Kudsha, Brich Hu,
L'ayle min kol Birchata v'Sheerata, Tush'bechata v'Nechmata, Da,ameeran B'alma; vimru Amen.

     Y'Hey Shlama Rabba min sh'maya, v'chayim aleynu v'al Kol Israel; v'imru Amen.
     Oseh Shalom Bimromav, Hu Ya'aseh Shalom aleynu, v'al Kol Israel; vimru Amen.
Mourners' Kaddish | English Translation

May the great Name of Gd be exalted and sanctified, throughout the world, which he has created according to his will. May his Kingship be established in your lifetime and in your days, and in the lifetime of the entire household of Israel, swiftly and in the near future; and say, Amen.
May his great name be blessed, forever and ever.
Blessed, praised, glorified, exalted, extolled, honored elevated and lauded be the Name of the holy one, Blessed is he- above and beyond any blessings and hymns, Praises and consolations which are uttered in the world; and say Amen. May there be abundant peace from Heaven, and life, upon us and upon all Israel; and say, Amen.

He who makes peace in his high holy places, may he bring peace upon us, and upon all Israel; and say Amen.


Mourner's Kaddish in Hebrew:                                                                                           קדיש 
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Mona Daniella ZL | Anniversary of death September 26, 2024

9/30/2024

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Mona Daniella's Yahrzeit | 8th Anniversary of death | September 26, 2024

2922 days since Mona Daniella ZL is never again. This year both the Hebrew Calendar Date (Elul 23) and the Gregorian Calendar date (September 26) were in the same day, as when Mona Daniella died tragically.
We lit the candles the night before, and had prayers for her in 4 continents: in New York, in Brasil, in Australia, and in Israel, in my late father's synagogue. As it is customary, we offered some food so that people could say "L'Eloui Nishmat Menuha Bat Ester" [To elevate the soul of Mona Daniella daughter of Esther]
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My sisters donated to a Mikve located in an area for underprivileged people, in memory of Mona Daniella ZL.
A plaque was donated in the memory of Mona Daniella Haddad ZL, at my late father's and late grandfather's synagogue ."Ateret Avraham"
The candles we lit in Mona's memory
Snacks and beverages offered in memory of Mona Daniella Haddad at the Ateret Avraham Synagogue (the next 4 pictures were taken at the same place)
Ateret Avraham Synagogue, built when my dad died, in his memory, and in his father's memory by my late paternal grandmother, and late uncles, almost 50 years ago.
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A friend sent the following message on Mona daniella's 8th anniversary of death

9/26/2024

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Dearest Esther,
I have been thinking of you all day and cannot begin to imagine how difficult today is for you,
Never getting any easier with each passing year.
Please know I keep you in my heart, and I remember with love your beautiful Mona.
I am praying that her precious neshama is resting in peace.
I believe she is surely looking down on you with her everlasting love, and I pray you can feel her close to you.
May her neshama have an Aliyah and may you, with Gd's help, have only peace and blessings in the coming year and always.
​Much love, 
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Mona Daniella ZL with me, New Year's Eve 2008
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email from one of Mona's friends, who used to work in McLean Hospital. This friend sent this email after Mona's death to all their friends. We are grateful for their friendship, and for caring about mona daniella.

3/31/2024

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In this email we became aware this friend knew Mona had tried to hang herself on Friday night (September 23, 2016) and feels guilty about it. We do not blame this friend. Absolutely not. This friend was not Mona's therapist. We will always be grateful for this person's friendship to Mona. It is a pity that we cannot speak with this friend as McLean Hospital has instructed everyone not to talk to us (as one of Mona's friends told us).
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We do blame Dr. Carlene MacMillan who was fully aware that Mona had tried to hang herself that Friday night and DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING besides texting Mona to go to the ER, and LIE to them: instead of telling the staff about having tried to hang herself, Dr. MacMillan wrote Mona to "say she had thought about doing it". How unprofessional , and unethical is that? We were not told by either doctor about Mona having tried to hang herself on Friday night.
Why not?
​We believe this is another reason why both doctors wanted Mona's writings, iPhone, iPad, laptop under the guise they had been instructed by Mona to get them if she died. To begin with, if a patient tells this to a doctor, shouldn't that doctor do something? Actually this was their LIE to try to cover up their negligence and malpractice throughout the year which was documented in SMS texts and emails exchanges in thousands of pages. It did not work. We read those texts and were horrified by what we read. We showed to a forensic psychiatrist and to detectives. And sued the doctors for negligence and malpractice based on what we were told about those texts (from multiple phone numbers from the doctors, another odd thing.)

​This friend did not know the real nature of Drs. Carlene MacMillan and Owen Scott Muir, or else she would not have had such an impression of them.
Below the email please read an SMS text exchange between Mona and Dr. Carlene MacMillan where Mona wrote how an issue "EXPOSED THE WEAKNESSES IN HER THERAPY. IT SHOWED ME OWEN'S TRUE COLORS. AND YOURS." Mona was heartbroken, she had been betrayed.


THE EMAIL MONA'S FRIEND SENT TO ALL THEIR FRIENDS:
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Okay, I know this has taken a while, since Mona died on Sunday into Monday morning. I also had the pleasure of speaking with Mona's mother on Friday night for over five hours. 

I am getting a lot of questions/comments/concerns etc.
This is what happened on my end of things. Mona and I have continued to stay in touch since we met years ago. We were very much a like yet so different as well. We worked well together and had a great friendship. She is a brilliant woman who I could go to with questions and vice versa. Over the years, Mona got comfortable with sharing her illness details with  me. For those that know Mona, probably already know this information. When she was at McLean, she struggled for years. People dismissed her, staff wouldn't work for her. She was continually wrongly diagnosed. McLean did the roundabout thing with her. Having her parents dish out endless amounts of money for private programs, all based upon a misdiagnosis. In and out of 3east and then transferring over to the adult units. Many women know her from proctor 2. After she moved back to New York, one of the treaters from McLean (Carlene MacMillan) also moved there. She stayed with that doctor and her husband. They were a great team and Mona started receiving the appropriate treatment.  Mona was also properly diagnosed once arriving and settling in New York. I am not going to go into diagnostic information as I deem that irrelevant other than it being the cause of her death. 

Mona struggled with being told so many different diagnoses, that by the time the right ones arrived, she was exhausted. And rightfully so. Many of us know this battle and the energy it takes to survive one day.

Mona was able to reach out to me in good times and at the worst times. I talked to her when she was stuck in many dangerous, suicidal situations. I was able to convince her to keep living and fighting....but that can only last so long. She needed to want it. Mona suffered terribly day in and day out. Lots of days planning suicidal methods, tweaking and deciding how she could just end it all. I fought back and forth with her for years trying to keep her in this world. I knew she did not want to die but needed an escape for the demons that haunted her.

Mona was a beautiful woman in so many ways. She was radiant when she spoke about all the children she worked with. Her brain limit was endless. Her knowledge was profound and her understanding for others was never ending. Mona went out of her way to help any and everyone. Anyone who encountered her can attest to this. She was always smiling despite the pain that kept eating away at her. She always would put others first despite fighting to stay alive. Her talents are not listable because of the quantity of them. 

Over the past year, things continued to progress, sometimes in a negative direction. She would get very suicidal and end up in other hospitals in New York. Some bad things happened at those places, not due to the fact that McLean is the "Ritz Carlton". She longed to go back to P2 but knew it was nothing but a revolving door. The hospital's in New York did not give her that sense of safety that McLean continues to feed you to keep you coming in and out. Many of her stays at the hospitals in New York were short lived and very traumatic. To my knowledge the most recent plan that was put in place with her treaters, was when she got to the point of acting on plans of suicide, she would go to the ER, "cool off and go home the next morning if the feelings had passed"- That was one of the last things she said to me.

So with this plan set in place, this is where my role became more pronounced during the events that transpired. On Friday, I had sent Mona a text, I believe, just saying hi and checking in. She told me she had intentions of jumping off a building and ending it that night. I proceeded to pick up the phone and call her. The next bit got a little messy on both ends because her phone had 2% battery. Other times, I knew what roof she was on. This time I did not. I could only rely on her to get herself to safety. As her phone was dying, I tried one last ditch effort of telling her to just go inside and call me from a landline so we could finish our conversation. I told her she could then continue to go back on to the roof. 

My hope was from the landline, I would be able to track her. With her cellphone dead, I had no hope. Luckily, she was smart in turning it off bc when she turned it back on several minutes later, she was able to call back. Like Mona, always caring about others, she chose not to jump because "too many people could see" and she did not want to traumatize them. She went home and we chatted on the phone and after an hour we were back to our normal conversation as if that incident never even happened. (This scenario minus the phone dying had happened several times- so I had a sense of when things where escalating and not). 

I felt I made a bad judgement call because to me it seemed like things de-escalated so I did not take further action. In retrospect, I know better and should have moved forward. She sounded happy, was talking and asking about me. She sounded better....or so I thought. The next morning, I got a text about her trying to hang herself and being really disappointed it didn't work. She told me "she would be making the modifications to fix it". At this point, I knew I made a bad judgement call the night before. She quickly got whisked away to the ER where she spent the next (or about 24) hrs. Once in the ER, we spoke back and forth on text and she was looking forward to getting out of there the next morning. I thought in a positive way. I thought the feelings had passed and she would press on. I do not know what time she was discharged and I do know that some people are saying her father was there with her. She did not mention to me on Saturday anything about her father being there but I speak only from my perspective and the facts I know. 

Sunday mid-day, I had a medical flare and had to go to the ER to deal with getting IV medication. I was in extreme pain and unable to do anything, let alone look at my phone. To my knowledge Mona was safe. She was at the ER, she would be discharged if feeling ready and able and that I would talk to her the next day. After being in the ER until 3 am, I got up and went to work at 6am. For those that know me, my job right now is completely taking every minute of my time. I proceeded to work monday and come home and fall asleep due to being up for many hours and then get up Tuesday to repeat. 

It took me until I got home Tuesday to check my messages because I was so tied up with work. (Enter more guilt there). I got the message that she hung herself. I didn't believe it. I thought it was a sick joke. I refused to believe it. I called her phone....I waited for her to answer...in my mind she was not dead and couldn't be. I left her and she was safe and when I return she was gone- How could that be. All I know is somewhere in the span of when I was in the ER, she chose to relieve herself of all the pain and suffering she was enduring. She had ended it. AND I DID NOT KNOW UNTIL TUESDAY. Clearly, I lost it, immediately blamed myself for my actions from Friday forward. I felt this was on my watch. That I made a bad judgement call Friday. I should have known better and got her committed. I shouldn't have taken her attempt on Saturday as a failure to die. I felt like I should have been able to save her. In reality, that is not possible. If some one is set on killing themselves (in my experience), they will make it happen. And that is exactly what she did. I do not believe she wanted to die. It was the diagnosis that she was dealing with that killed her.

 I am at a loss for words, frankly I do not even know if it has fully been processed that she isn't with us any longer. To me, she didn't deserve to lose the rest of her life. But that is not my decision to make. Some say I saved her life for two more days....some say I saved her life on multiple occasions but it all comes back to the fact that she is now gone. And not coming back....There is no saving....There is no Mona. 

Mona will live on forever in my heart. At some point this may sink in or not. I am not sure what the future holds. I feel lucky that my job distracts me but as soon as work is over, the first image that pops in my head is her face. I can't pretend anymore. This is real and this is life. 

So if you read this, and you are struggling fight on, reach out....please realize how many people this is affecting. Please think about it before you kill yourself, there are so many people out there that do care about you no matter how small your world is. Many of you could say I am a hypocrite and I do not understand. But I do. I tried to take my own life. I have been there. I was there many times. It took me so long to want to live after realizing the life I was brought up in and the demons that I have to fight mentally and physically every damn day. I know when the world closes in and the only option is out. But that will not stop me fighting to keep people alive because maybe one day those demons get smaller...I don't know. I know I want to live and I want to keep fighting....many years ago, I couldn't say that. I will fight and keep fighting in respect of Mona. Her bows and slippers, her smile and kindness- that will never leave my mind. 

Please if you have questions/comments/etc be courteous in the way you ask. Be gentle with her family and friends. Let them reach out when they are ready. I know just for me it was really hard to sit down and write this. I knew I wanted to because I know and her mother knows that her soul lives on forever. 

I am thankful for having Mona in my life and the many memories that were made. If you would like to follow along, her family has made a tumblr account- 
~ Mona's Friend
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PAST COMMENTS WITH THE SAME IP ADDRESS 66.108.28.27 BUT WITH DIFFERENT SENDER'S NAMES - 3

3/31/2024

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Screenshots of FIVE (5) additional comments that were sent from the same IP address 66.108.28.27, under different names (so far the total of comments from that IP address is TEN (10). All emails are fake, they all bounced.
​Names: L ([email protected]), oh ([email protected]), oh ([email protected]), L ([email protected]), L ([email protected])

The first comment - about bipolar and hypersexuality - it was sent to us one day after Mona's birthday.
What was the point of sending us this bizarre and weird comment especially since Mona did not have Bipolar.?
​Dr. Owen Scott Muir on the other hand has Bipolar by his own admission in interviews, and as stated publicly. (https://patch.com/new-york/williamsburg/crippling-depression-treated-magnets-pioneering-brooklyn-doctor)
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An anonymous person sent this allegation about the comment: "it looks like OM believes it is an excuse for rape. He has used his mental illness in this way for a long time (like the commenter said about threatening NYU with a lawsuit rather than complete his emergency room training.)"
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This comment shows this sender has no idea about the excruciating pain I live with on a daily basis. I am not angry. I am broken. Mona was my heart beating outside my body and now she is never again. I helped Mona. My husband and I, in addition to other family members helped as much as we could, we did everything Mona asked us to do. My conscience is clean on that. The guilt I live with is for not having checked thoroughly those two doctors. Had we known they have mental illnesses themselves, we would have never hired them to treat our beloved daughter who had gone through so much already due to misdiagnosis. The SMS texts exchanges between Mona and both husband and wife clearly show that both doctors wrote highly inappropriate texts about their personal lives, triggered Mona, and terrified her on a regular basis.

The comments that came from the same IP address 66.108.28.27 clearly show this person to be intimate with Dr. Owen Scott Muir: this person knew about the judge's decision and sent it to us in a comment instantly, before our own attorney had a chance to let us know; this person sent us an explanation about bipolar hypersexuality for reasons only they would know a day after Mona's birthday; this person claims to know, to remember Mona while she was alive; this person wrote they "loved Mona".
As an aside Dr. Owen Scott Muir wrote us in an email that:"Loving Mona was often like washing the dead..."
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This comment is in reply to the reply comment from the rape allegation from a woman who studied in Amherst at the same time as Dr. Owen Scott Muir, and alleges he raped her. This person tries to deflect the attention from all allegations by constantly attacking me, a grieving mother, whose daughter is never again. 
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More comments below in reaction to posts on the Blog from the same IP address 66.108.28.27, with different names, and fake emails that bounced. This person wrote at least 10 comments hiding behind fake names, fake emails, made horrible, and cruel attacks. This person seems to be obsessed with comments about the Negligence and Malpractice lawsuit against Dr. Owen Scott Muir in particular, and shows they have intimate knowledge of Dr. Owen Scott Muir (addressing him as "Owen" in comments).. It seems like this person might have been stalking this Blog, since they kept sending a new comment to new posts. From the same IP address: 66.108.28.27.

There are more comments that came from different IP addresses, the writing style is similar to these, like these 10 comments, the different IP addresses also have multiple comments with fake names, fake emails. I will post them another time.
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PAST COMMENTS WITH THE SAME IP ADDRESS 66.108.28.27 BUT WITH DIFFERENT SENDER'S NAMES - 2

3/31/2024

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- The following comment came in response to the post of the rape allegation (posted on the Blog https://www.monadaniella.com/blog/rape-allegation-against-dr-owen-muir-from-a-former-amherst-student) from a woman who studied in Amherst when Dr. Owen Scott Muir did. She alleged, and is willing to testify that Dr. Owen Scott Muir allegedly raped her. After this reply comment from IP address 66.108.28.27 was posted the alleged victim posted a new comment with more specific details.

As an aside who would reply like this? This person seems to know Dr. Owen Scott Muir. intimately...
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An important question: if the rape allegation, "all of the details are fake" as claimed in this comment, why did Dr. Owen Scott Muir send an attorney/mediator to contact the alleged victim's friend about "Restorative Justice" (which can never be applied to sex crimes)?
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- The comment below came after we filed the Negligence and Malpractice lawsuit against Drs. Carlene MacMillan and Owen Scott Muir. We replied to it in the blog on 10/13/2016 (https://www.monadaniella.com/blog/8162764)
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Excerpt: "No, anonymous friend. In my heart of hearts I do not know that. Neither do you. You have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA about what went on. You have no idea about how Dr. Owen Muir aka Dr. Scott Muir "lost it" (in Mona's own words). You have no idea about the needless and senseless suffering that Mona went through in their hands. If Mona cared deeply about Dr. Owen Muir aka Dr. Scott Muir she would not have wanted to change psychiatrists so badly. Mona would not have told her dad she wanted to stop working with Dr. Owen Scott Muir.
Mona would not have left the negative review about Dr. Owen Scott Muir in Yelp.
Mona would not have sent an email to Dr. Rebecca Berry, her OCD therapist about not wanting to work with Dr. Owen Scott Muir one week to the date and almost to the hour before she hanged herself..(Screenshot below Dr. Owen Scott Muir's SMS exchange with Mona, copy and pasted underneath) 
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Mona would not have written to Dr. Rebecca Berry " ​I don’t really trust them. It’s so hard for me to work with him and not to be afraid of him. Therapists aren't supposed to use your weaknesses against you. Lately I feel like I am irreversibly going backward and I don’t know how to stop. I feel so hopeless."."

Take a look at the screenshot below the comment: it is  from the SMS exchange between Dr. Owen Muir aka Dr. Scott Muir and Mona. In that SMS exchange Mona clearly stated she did "not think she could do this anymore". She wrote about how Dr. Owen Scott Muir got really, really angry. It was scary. [He] pretty much lost it.  This is not the first time Mona wrote in a text to both husband and wife that Dr. Owen Scott Muir had lost it. This is mild compared to other screenshots. Mona sent multiple times texts, emails to both doctors saying she no longer wanted to see Dr. Owen Scott Muir. She told her dad, Alan that she wanted to see another doctor. Whoever posted the comment below, in their hearts of hearts knows their comment is the furthest thing from the truth.
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Begin forwarded message:
From: [email protected]
Subject: I miss you
Date: September 19, 2016 at 7:49:51 PM EDT
To: Rebecca Berry <[email protected]>

Hi Dr. Berry,
I miss you so much. I hope you are having a nice time with Tripp (Trip?). Everything is terrible without you. Dr. Muir and I aren't seeing each other anymore because he's awful, he has started seeing one of my friends, and I lose it every time we see each other. I still see Dr. Macmillan, but I don't feel connected to her. I talk to her because I have no one else, but I don't know. I don't want to drown alone so I take whatever hand is reaching out towards me. Everything was better when you were here. I am really overwhelmed, I am such a mess. I went to a rooftop for the second time since you left because I felt really hopeless and I was so angry Dr. Muir and his threats felt too stressful. Last time happened because I got cavities and was afraid of the fillings. 

I am falling apart again. I feel like I'm going to end up back in the hospital. I wish you were here. Dr. Macmillan doesn't want me to see a psychiatrist besides her if I won't see her husband, dr. Muir, but I don't like that I see two people who are so close to each other. I feel like it clouds their thinking. Also Dr. Muir wants me taking zyprexa again because I'm so "agitated," but zyprexa causes diabetes. Also maybe I wouldn't be so agitated if my psychiatrist didn't threaten me all the time to call the police and charge me for assaulting and let me to rot in Bellevue which he knows it’s my biggest fear. He said he would leave me there. He used our fucked up mental health system to get back at me. He said he wouldn’t call to get me out. He knows it’s my biggest fear, that’s where criminals go.He threatens to call the police all the time. He screams for no reason, I get startled and then really anxious. It’s not okay to tell people that they’re going to be left alone in a scary psych hospital. He knows no one would listen to me. It’s not okay to invade my personal space and block the bathroom door from being closed and then threaten to call the police to claim that I assaulted him by trying to push the door closed.
                                                         
Maybe I wouldn’t be so agitated if he didn’t lie to me, terrorize me, tell me that I don't shut my mouth in therapy and that lose it when he said it was fine that I didn't want to work with him, but that if he decided not to work with me, I'd be clamoring to see him. Dr. Muir is dangerous. His anger isn’t normal, it’s dangerous. It’s scary. I have never felt that unsafe with a therapist. People who are angry act in unpredictable ways.   
Most of the time I have to run and lock myself in the bathroom. He calms down only after I text his wife from the bathroom, and then I have to run out from his office. He tries to break in, he pushes the door, I have to lean against the door. I can’t stay around when he loses it. Even Dr. Macmillan wrote (in a text)  “I can see he is angry. More so than usual” and she agreed that that wasn't nice. Something is wrong with him. This isn’t normal. He lacks all empathy when he gets really mad. Like it’s almost sociopathic, except there are some times he’s not like that. Maybe’s he’s borderline. I don’t know. It really doesn’t matter anyway, I don’t have to put up with him. I feel sorry for Dr. MacMillan and their kids, the day he gets pissed off enough to emulate his dad. Dr. MacMillan said he has anger management issues, and they became worse since the twins were born because they cry all night. She said his father beat him up, he wasn’t nice to him. 
His anger is dangerous. His anger isn’t normal, it’s dangerous. Therapists aren’t supposed to lose it like that. Staff members have. I’ve seen staff this mad. And it has always ended badly. People in power who get this angry are dangerous. I don’t want him on my team anymore. He doesn’t understand me and he doesn’t know how to help me. I refuse to see him again, but Dr. MacMillan will quit if I won’t continue to see her husband. That’s pretty fucked up, but whatever. I feel like I don’t matter anymore. It’s a bad situation. I feel so alone in this world. Finally my life was getting better, I don’t look like a mental patient anymore since the right diagnosis and now it’s a disaster. I don’t want to go back to a hospital.                                                       
                                                                                              
She knows he makes me worse and doesn’t care how he impacts me. He said I will want him if he quits. So he quit. I don’t want him. I want a psychiatrist who cares and treats me decently. Then he unquit. Dr. MacMillan said she had nightmares from the last time. When he lost it. She sent a text "it’s been very unsettling and then what happen with Owen that day was very jarring. And I wasn’t even there". But she’ll quit if I don’t work with him. Their babies have swimming lessons and someone needs to pay for that. 
                                                                                                                                                                                                   
​I don’t really trust them. It’s so hard for me to work with him and not to be afraid of him. Therapists aren't supposed to use your weaknesses against you. Lately I feel like I am irreversibly going backward and I don’t know how to stop. I feel so hopeless.   
Anyway, it doesn't matter because I will probably die before you come back. I can feel it coming. I might take all my clomipramine. I would rather jump off a building, but it's really scary to climb over the sides and actually jump. A girl from group lives in a group home kind of place where one of the girls overdosed on heroin last week. I wish that girl was me. Except that she violated the suicide rules by doing it in a way where her roommates could find her. She didn't leave signs on the door or anything.                                
Again, I don't want to drown alone so I take whatever hand is reaching out towards me. I really miss you so much. I wish you were here. Things would be different. I need help.                               
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         The saddest thing to realize is that no one really hears you until it’s too late, you can be screaming and crying but it isn’t until you're dead silent in the ground people listen. 
                                                                                                         
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We Never Get Over the Loss of a Child

2/26/2024

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We never get over the loss of a loved one, especially when they are taken from us too soon. Even more so when it’s our child. The moment when we realize that the last time we saw them really was the last time, it is then that it hits us like a knock out punch.

​2710 Days since Mona Daniella is Never again.
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#Grief #ChildLoss #BereavedMother #Justice4Mona

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January 11th, 2024 - MONA DANIELLA WOULD HAVE BEEN 34

1/11/2024

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Mona, losing you is the worst nightmare we have had.

We didn’t just lose the kind and gorgeous daughter we adored; we also lost the years of promise we had looked forward to. You won’t get the Masters, nor the PhD you wanted so much. You won’t get married, nor have kids.
That promise died with you.

The trauma of losing you is still intense. The memories and hopes are hard to let go of. Grieving you is so complicated, sometimes we are numb.

We were robbed from having the opportunity to say goodbye by your treaters.
​It is so hard to cope with your loss - its magnitude is terrible.
You would have been 34 years old this year.

MONA DANIELLA, WE WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

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FACTS ABOUT MONA DANIELLA WHILE IN TREATMENT (OR RATHER MISTREATMENT) WITH DR. CARLENE MACMILLAN, DR. OWEN MUIR AKA DR. SCOTT MUIR, AKA DR. O. SCOTT MUIR, FROM BROOKLYN MINDS PSYCHIATRY (NOW KNOWN AS CURATED MENTAL HEALTH)

10/14/2022

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Some vile, sick, in all probability psychopathic, ruthless, relentless, merciless, depraved, and despicable individuals have been sending us nonstop hateful, and creepy comments filled with lies, after lies, after LIES. 

UNDENIABLE FACT:
MONA DANIELLA KILLED HERSELF AFTER HER LAST PHONE CONVERSATION WITH DR. CARLENE MACMILLAN AND UNSTABLE BIPOLAR DR. OWEN MUIR, AKA DR. SCOTT MUIR. 

​WHAT MIGHT THEY HAVE TOLD MONA THAT MIGHT HAVE ALLEGEDLY PUSHED HER TO THE EDGE TO TAKE HER OWN LIFE?

AS AN ASIDE:
The Muir children used to cry as babies, and BiPolar Dr. Owen Muir, aka Dr. Scott Muir, would scream at them because he couldn't sleep. it's all (in SMS text exchanges).
Hardly a nurturing environment for babies to grow up in or for anyone to grow in.

We have SMS text exchanges that show this happened more than once. Hence Mona's text to Dr. Carlene MacMillan. About her [Mona's] fear of the day, BiPolar Dr. Owen Muir, aka Dr. Scott Muir, would "emulate his father' (who, according to SMS text exchanges, used to beat the sh-t out of him with a belt, among other abuse.)

That is why we have no reason to doubt what Dr. Carlene MacMillan and BiPolar Dr. Owen Muir, aka Dr. Scott Muir's employee or ex-employee, alleged about their children being abused.
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Dr. Carlene MacMillan to Alan Re: Mona's journals, "do not open them, don't read a line,...let me know when we can pick them up..." Dr. owen muir | Dr. Scott muir from brooklyn minds psychiatry also pressured us

8/23/2022

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Dr. Carlene MacMillan and Dr. Owen Muir aka Dr. Scott Muir from Brooklyn Minds Psychiatry (now associated with osmind.org, the frontierpsychiatrists.substack.com, kept asking, calling, emailing desperately to get their hands on Mona Daniella’s journals, laptop, and Cel phone starting in the cemetery before her body had arrived from the medical examiner with some bs excuse. 
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This is an excerpt of an email that came from Dr. Carlene MacMillan to Alan, on the 1st morning of Shiva right after the morning prayers.
“We do have a request to pass on from Mona. Mona kept journals (I am not sure if they are at her apartment or at her home). 
We also think it's likely there is some awful shit, to be blunt, in there that would be damaging for Esther to read. 
Please let Esther know that she wanted us to have them or to have them destroyed. 
Collect them all. 
Do not open them, don't read a line, please don't show them to your wife, and let me know when we can pick them up or send them to us. 
Or you can destroy them before they destroy Esther. 
The same is probably true of her computer and phone.” 

On the 1st day of Rosh HaShana alone 10 emails. Later they called my physician who called me out of the blue for the journal (she is no longer my physician).  
Mona Daniella wrote and/or told to 3 unrelated people who don’t know each other that she wanted to publish her journal. Dr. MacMillan who is allegedly like Medusa and Dr. Muir who is allegedly a vindictive bully wanted everything to destroy evidence that allegedly incriminated them.

​Talk about hutzpah...

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"Daniella" tree in our home...

9/16/2020

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"Daniella" tree in our dining room, next to Mona Daniella's and her puppy's - EMMA's picture. Before renovation, this was Mona's bedroom since birth.
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September 14th, 2020

9/14/2020

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Recently, we bought a plant/small tree - the first one since Mona Daniella's tragic and sudden suicide. Only because it is named Daniella (with 2 "L"s)  just like in her name. The store owner told us it is considered  "The Wish Tree".  We believe she would have loved this.
It is a beautiful, beautiful tree.
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"Daniella", also considered "The Wish Tree".
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4th Year Anniversary - Mona Daniella's Mishmara (Anniversary Prayers)

9/11/2020

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 Today it's 9/11. An infamous, and horrible day in the history of the United States of America. In the Hebrew Calendar, it is the 23rd of Elul, exactly one week before Roshashana, the Hebrew Calendar New Year. 9/11 had affected Mona Daniella in many ways more than we could have imagined or foreseen.

As a teenager, she did a summer internship in Columbia University. She had to read stories of survivors, and summarize them in a few pages. Out of many applicants, only 2 people were successful to get into that program. As per Columbia University "
The September 11, 2001 Oral History Project consists of five projects and programs focusing on different areas of inquiry related to the aftermath of the destruction of the World Trade Center. As of the tenth anniversary, the project as a whole amounts to over 900 recorded hours (23 hours on video) with over 600 individuals. To date, 687 hours with 351 individuals are now open and available to the public through our archive."

For our family it is also the worse day of our lives. Mona Daniella died on Elul the 23rd. On the Hebrew date of 9/11. ​Alan, Mac, and I lit 1 Yahrzeit candle each, in her memory. We lit them in front of the window in the room she grew up. We hope Mona Daniella z"l is resting in peace.
​Prayers in her memory are scheduled for tonight and tomorrow morning, September 12, 2020, at the Beth Edmund Synagogue (Safra) located in New York City, as well as in other countries where family members and friends will be sponsoring meals, and studies in her memory, to hopefully help elevate her soul to Gan Eden..  
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Mona Daniella was a treasure

1/19/2020

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Conflict of Interest - Dr. Carlene MacMillan, Dr. Owen Muir | Dr. Scott muir - anything they wrote about Mona Daniella is self serving.

12/25/2019

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In all probability Dr. Carlene MacMillan and/or Dr. Owen Muir | Dr. Scott Muir are the ones who sent us the following comment:

"Mona would not have wanted you to do this. Mona cared deeply about Dr Muir and Dr. MacMillan. She would be heartbroken to see what you are trying to do. In your heart of hearts, you know that."

The screenshot below of a text exchange between Dr. Carlene MacMillan and Mona Daniella doesn't show Mona caring deeply. If anything it shows how frightened she was. In fact it shows only, and only the opposite.

The comment above shows how desperate, delusional both Dr. Carlene MacMillan and/or Dr. Owen Muir might be, and their sense of reality seems to be disturbingly twisted  - since SMS exchanges with Mona Daniella show the opposite. Their lies are self serving, they are attempting to cover up what they did. Covering up their incompetence, their lack of ethics - Dr. Carlene MacMillan should have stepped in - she had many reasons to: her obligation to care for her patient, this the obligation to denounce Dr. Owen Muir but did not. Classic case of conflict of interest.
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Our reply to the new unhinged comment from “Oh” - apparently from the same person who responded to the comment posted about rape allegations

12/13/2019

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“Oh”’s comment: 
“You are an angry person.…..Blaming Dr. Muir. Dr. MacMillan. NYU. does not bring Mona back. Stop it with the fake allegations. Accusing other people of fake crimes. Does not change what you did to Mona while she was alive. I know. I remember. I loved her.
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Our family is sad and alarmed with your new comment, and what appears to be a complete lack of empathy. How else to describe your vicious attacks when patients are harmed, in addition to the alleged rape of multiple people by Dr, Owen Muir?

We can see that you clearly know nothing about our late daughter Mona Daniella, or about Dr. Owen Muir being unqualified to treat her - by his own admission to NYU Langone Medical Center -
 and about Dr. Carlene MacMillan knowingly and willingly enabling her husband again and again to sadistically terrorize our late daughter.  


“Oh”, obviously you are very uncomfortable in confronting that allegedly Owen Muir might be a rapist, so now you are attempting to change the subject in an attempt to take the spotlight from Dr. Owen Muir's depraved behaviour by attacking us. It is quite disturbing to see how you might be out of touch with reality or that in all probability you seem to feel ok with victim blaming and defending their perpetrators.

Why are you so invested in defending people who were clearly negligent, fraudulent (in certain instances), and who threatened Mona Daniella on a regular basis, as their own text messages to her indicate? The entire picture shows malpractice unequivocally– especially in light of the damning whistleblower comment. You seem to have no qualms with psychiatrists’, and hospitals' negligence, and malpractice. 

It defies logic you are turning your unbridled anger now to our family by trying to shift the blame to us in your senseless, relentless and desperate defense of Dr. Carlene MacMillan, and Dr. Owen Muir. 

"Oh", if you really loved Mona Daniella, you would actually want justice for her. 
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Re allegations From a Whistleblower about Dr. Owen Muir, aka, Dr. Scott muir and NYU Langone Medical Center

11/29/2019

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From Alan (Mona Daniella's father):
A whistleblower from NYU who wrote to us is further proof that Dr. Owen Muir did not have the capacity to treat Mona Daniella.

Only a whistleblower can provide such precise information.
The message was written by either a doctor or an attorney: it is very well written, by an educated person, who is very familiar with the specifics of psychiatric Emergency Room procedures, in addition to being quite familiar with Muir's graduation history.

Should the whistleblower's bombshell allegations prove to be true, it would clearly show NYU Langone Medical Center should have never allowed Dr. Owen Muir to graduate, then to be involved with, to consult, or to give any advice whatsoever to the Emergency Room psychiatric staff precisely because he had never gotten "
the proper training and supervised experience working with patients suffering from psychiatric emergencies, which include suicidal behavior". This would mean that NYU Langone Medical Center allegedly knowingly and willingly allowed Dr. Owen Muir to encourage the Emergency Room to discharge Mona, or at worse the Psychiatric Emergency Room staff discharged Mona without having been told by NYU Langone Medical Center that Dr. Owen Muir is not allegedly qualified to take care of patients in crisis. 
Either way the whistleblower's allegation is damning: allegedly NYU Langone Medical Center knowingly and willingly aided and abetted Dr. Owen Muir first by allowing him to graduate without the required training, second by allowing him to work around with patients suffering from psychiatric emergencies, which include suicidal behavior - despite knowing he lacked the qualifications, and the experience; and allegedly NYU Langone Medical Center knowingly and willingly chose to not take any precautions whatsoever to safeguard the lives of their patients by in all probability choosing earnings ahead of lives.
​The whistleblower's allegation makes it more difficult to understand why NYU Langone Medical Center would give hospital privileges to Dr. Owen Muir especially since he had allegedly threatened to sue them. Getting hospital privileges is difficult in New York City.

This is exactly what Dr. Owen Muir did to our daughter Mona Daniella - in regards to her treatment, (without our knowledge of the whistleblower's allegations),  We have thousands of SMS text exchanges between Dr. Owen Muir and Mona Daniella  and Dr. Carlene MacMillan and Mona Daniella to support this. He called the police on her (then lied about it) - actually worse, he asked Dr. Carlene MacMillan to call the police on Mona Daniella and had her taken to Bellevue hospital on trumped up charges despite knowing Bellevue was her biggest fear. In addition Dr. Owen Muir threatened Mona Daniella multiple times. Dr. Carlene MacMillan was aware because Mona Daniella texted her numerous times about the threats, yet did nothing about it. Talk about conflict of interest (this is one amongst many)..

This allegation  doesn't simply reflect poorly on Dr. Owen Muir's character. The allegation would mean Dr. Owen Muir is fraudulent - akin to crooks who operate Ponzi schemes; they profess to do something that in reality they neither have the capability, nor are ever able to deliver the expected or promised results.

The whistleblower's allegations only help us believe further more how NYU Langone Medical Center was negligent and in all probability money meant all to them for them to neglect our late daughter Mona Daniella.

Dr. Owen Muir did not have the capacity to treat Mona Daniella - we now see this not just from the SMS text exchanges which is horrific. As a consequence he would never be able to deliver the expected results. And in fact he did not.

Dr. Owen Muir and Dr. Carlene Macmillan had an ethical obligation to advise us Dr, Owen Muir was not even a trainee before he started treating Mona Daniella. Instead they led us to believe he was an excellent psychiatrist (yes excellent at shouting, excellent at threatening, excellent at lying to the police by saying our daughter. had assaulted him while the SMS texts show this was clearly not the case). Had we known how Dr. Owen Muir and Dr. Carlene MacMillan were incompetent, unprofessional, unethical, negligent, liars and much more we would have never, never, never allowed Mona Daniella to be treated by them. Especially to start with Dr. Carlene MacMillan who knew first hand all the horrors Mona Daniella had gone through while misdiagnosed this treated with the wrong treatment - at the hands of doctors (Dr. Carlene MacMillan told us they were "green" not experienced doctors) in McLean Hospital, Belmont, Massachusetts where she had worked before (and did not hire her husband Dr. Owen Muir by their own admission).

This is definitely Pure Malpractice and Pure Negligence by all defendants in the lawsuit - the  malpractice and negligence were not simple negligence; they were knowingly and willingly.

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A WHISTLEBLOWER's ALLEGATIONS ABOUT DR. OWEN MUIR, aka, Dr. Scott Muir and NYU Langone Medical Center

11/29/2019

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Bombshell new allegations against Dr. Owen Muir, aka, Dr. Scott Muir!
Thank you Whistleblower.

These allegations needs to be investigated! 
If they are proven to be true - Dr. Owen Muir, aka, Dr. Scott Muir needs to be held accountable for much more than we initially thought - also regardless if true or not shame on his wife Dr. Carlene MacMillan who knowingly and willingly aided and abetted her sick and disturbed husband Dr. Owen Muir aka Dr. Scott Muir to threaten our late daughter Mona Daniella. He called the police on her on made up charges. Dr. Carlene MacMillan knows her husband is sick - there are multiple SMS exchanges that show the above. Dr. Carlene MacMillan needs to be hold accountable as well. 

Thank you again Whistleblower. We hope and welcome any further information.

Whistleblower - We also have a gift for you: In an email, while she was still working  for NYU Langone Medical Center, Dr. Carlene MacMillan, instructed Alan (Mona Daniella's father) and me to pay for her services through her husband / Dr. Owen Muir’s business Brooklyn Minds . We did not know that this is allegedly fraud. Apparently when doctors work for a hospital the hospital takes a share of the fees they charge patients. And doctors are not allowed to charge patients from other entities.

We have her email, the one with the above instructions that she sent to us. We believe NYU Langone Medical Center should investigate this.

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WHISTLEBLOWER's BOMBSHELL ALLEGATIONS AGAINST DR. OWEN MUIR aka Dr. Scott Muir and NYU Langone Medical Center

11/29/2019

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The allegations by a WHISTLEBLOWER submitted earlier today: 
11/28/2019 01:23:48 PM

"Please note that while Dr. Muir was treating patients in his private practice from 2015 and 2017, he was still a trainee at the NYU child and adolescent psychiatry program.
In 2016 and 2017 he argued that he was disabled due to his psychiatric and physical conditions and that he should not be expected to treat psychiatric patients in the emergency room.

Dr. Muir threatened NYU with a lawsuit for discrimination against people with disabilities if he were to be asked to complete his psychiatric emergency room rotation.
Hence, he managed to graduate from the program without having proper training and supervised experience working with patients suffering from psychiatric emergencies, which include suicidal behavior.

On the one hand, he argued that he could not work with patients in crisis in a supervised setting and on the other he was seeing patients in crisis in his private practice.

​Either Dr. Muir lied to NYU in order to work less or he was seeing patients in private practice when he knew he was not emotionally and physically able to do so. In any case, it reflects poorly in Dr. Muir’s character.”

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1 Picture from Mona Daniella's Bat Mitzvah

11/17/2019

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Mona Daniella's Bat Mitzvah in February of 2002  It was a costume party, in Purim, It was like a carnival, it had some amusement park games, and carnival games where the winner received a prize. Mona Daniella was the princess. In the picture starting from left, Maria Elvira (former neighbor from Spain), Mona Daniella, Mac Haddad (her brother, like a Gaucho), and her great aunt from Brasil. 2nd row - behind Mona Daniella - me, my cousin Solita from Brasil, and Alan. Some of her friends talk about her party to this day. She was radiant, and so happy.
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Mona Daniella, so excited to watch Hamilton on Broadway - may 28, 2016

10/22/2019

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